First I would like to apologize for being away for the longest time ever. Lets say, leaving 2015 and welcoming 2016 was not an easy job at all. I had to travel every weekend across towns and also needed to finalize on 2015 business.
2015 was one tough year. I most definitely had a really hard time facing up to new challenges. The hardest having been working out a fresh relationship and venturing into new things. I will most assuredly not miss 2015. With that we took a trip to usher in the New Year. I am a very superstitious person. I always believe that how you start up something will determine its course. So with that, my boyfriend and I took a trip out of town. Away from all the chaos of the city and looking for good fortune. Our last vacation for 2015 and our first for 2016.
I have to say, that must have been the best thing we did for ourselves. It gave us time to focus on each other and make plans with each other. The most awesome part was hanging with my best friend who I hadn’t seen for over one year. It was too dope a time. However, who knew good fortune was on our side. We had our hearts desire within a week. I always count it as the beginning to a bad ass year. Its been so hectic, and as I write this, I have had a few hours sleep and woke up to the next grind. My boyfriend and I are proud ‘parents’ to a ‘newborn’. Parenthood is the toughest job ever, most especially no matter how prepared you think you are, It’s just never enough.Everyday is a learning day, and a new challenge. I miss sleeping so peacefully and not having a care in the world. Now, I am constantly in thought, and the growth keeps elating my heart.
Patience being a virtue I have never owned, had to be put to test. I give my mother props for everything. The hardest part was trusting someone else with my ‘baby’. I honestly do not know how my mother did it. It is a crazy roller coaster especially getting the right person to help you out.
The other part is juggling being a girlfriend, a ‘mother’ and a career woman. So many hats to wear and always having to maintain my identity. I give props to those mums that are able to maintain their sexy within all the chaos. I am still trying to figure mine out.
My boyfriend on the other hand, is doing the best he can to hold it down.In the beginning it was hard for him too. To have to compromise a lot for both ‘mother’ and ‘baby’. The nights he had to stay up late, or the mornings he had to wake up early to tend to both our needs were also pretty hard on him. I think he’s been the most excited. He’s been the best ‘dad’ and boyfriend he can be. I am so happy and glad he is around to help me and the fact that he is still the same man I fell in love with makes it much more worth it.
Anyway, In it all, I give Thanks to God, to everyone who has been there for us and for everything we have done, we are doing and we intend to do.
With Much Love,